wow. it has been along time since i have entered in anything. i am currently on page 205 with my book!!! sprinkles!!!!! and my fiance and i are doing nothing short of driving one another into madness, but we are a happily engaged couple just the same. i went to the mind of the soul book group with my counselors a week or so ago, and that was intense. between my book and outter circumstances and that book group, there is a lot that is dredging up that needed to be addressed. i may not know what to do with half of it but at least i am more consciously true to myself and perception. it's scary, but my attitude is still strong and i have my spunk and my love of my life. i had a bout recently and wanted out of my rent's house, but that's much better. the house plans are coming along, that is one thing that never fails to make me happy is the house plans. i am not present, but i am at the same time. it's weird. life is weird, whatever. i never expected adulthood to be like this. very bizarre.
now, time to shit! tootles!